2 and a half fucking hours of sleep and now we’re fucking wide fucking awake. You can bet your fucking asses I’m going to try and make this body sleep more. Y'all know that we can’t function on less than 3 fucking hours of sleep.
Fuck this if it wasn’t for this fucking shitty ass acid reflux I’d already be fucking trying to sleep. So fucking here I am trying to “relax” so I can fucking put us to sleep again after this shitty burning in my chest stops.
I guess I’ll just type until I can make the body sleep again. Honestly if it wasn’t for the fact that we slept less than 3 hours I would have just got up and start the fucking day. Take a fucking shower because no one is fucking doing it????? Y'all knew that yesterday was the limit for that shit.
I’m fucking pissed that no one here is fucking working for a better lifestyle because y'all know that nothing is going to change if y'all stay in the same fucking routine. So here I am fucking here to make sure we get more fucking sleep.
I’m not fucking upset at Austin for leaving when he did. This fucking acid shit is fucking painful as fuck.
As a fucking Caretaker I guess it’s my fucking job to step in when things become like this. But how the fuck can I do my fucking job when we’ve had shit sleep and fucking acid reflux???
Fucking honestly though Call out to all of the others in the fucking system who think that by doing the same shit every fucking day that things will fucking change. New flash it fucking won’t.
I won’t let this fucking slide anymore, after painfully watching y'all try without a fucking plan It’s fucking time I step in.
From a tired fucking Caretaker that is done with this fucking idiotic bullshit.
•Desmond





